I hear pain: forgives You

Hi.Today I want to speak to you of a thing that has happened me.
I had two best friends: Akira (( Ryan )) and Oki (( Britney )).

We wanted to make the cosplays of Hetalia and to make some photos "Stupid Yaoi".
I don't live where they lives, and I has not gone.
They had to go on the beach to imitate China and Japan.
I would be me added on photo I place side by side as Korea.

October 25, 2009
They go to the beach, they are happy, they want to make so many photos to send me her, to make me happy. They will never arrive to the beach, because a woman invests Oki.

October 26, 2009
Oki is dead to the hospital.
Akira writes what has happened.

I don't have anything that returns by now me happy, also you have abandoned me.
It is not your guilt, I know it, it is not even guilt my.. or of Akira, however you know, it is difficult.
It restarts afresh all.
I cannot cry, if I started, I would never stop.
I don't want that you see me cry from the sky, it is not from me this, I know it, but look well me: I howl from the pain every day, my heart by now it is almost empty.
Every fragment is absorbing it you, and dying you have also torn me this last piece.
That woman that has killed you is now depressed.
She would like to also die her. "I have killed such a young girl" you have not killed only her, you have killed my life and that of Akira.
This woman, has asked to also talk to me.
Excuse has asked me crying for having killed my best friend.
I believed that I would have started to howl against, to curse her, to hurt her with the words and to beat her. Do you know Oki, do you know him what I have done?
I have told her "forgives You."